So I am sitting here, on my laptop binge watching yet another TV Show, lost in it, invested in it for the nth time, almost completely invested in it yet having a nagging feeling in the back of my mind how time is passing by for me, things are not working out professionally or personally and instead of going into a bender I choose to distract myself with Fiction. Good fiction, Interesting fiction but still fiction. As the media stops I feel lonely surrounded by family yet lonely. Too fed up and broke to catch up with any friends, can't log into facebook and scroll through old acquaintances' posts about enjoying life and too closed up to actually talk to anyone and face life. Just needing the show to continue on forever and keep my world full of fiction and my mind busy. Today on this day I got the courage to do the next best thing to sharing my feelings with my family or friends, sharing it with the world, Anonymously. I cannot be the only one who feels this way right? Cannot be the only one who hides behind a world of fiction to get away from real life and real life problems. So in this blog I'll write about my frustrations yes, for like 5% of the time, the other 95% you ask? Well if my Real life is 95% Fiction then how can my anonymous life be any different.
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